Tuesday, May 4, 2010

"riverrun"

Rio has posted the "riverrun" video of the recitation on his blog, check it out!

http://no-you-emerge.blogspot.com/

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

My Final Paper....finally

Finn, around again! by Samantha Clanton


“In my beginning is my end. In succession
Houses rise and fall, crumble, are extended,
Are removed, destroyed, restored or in their place
Is an open field, or a factory, or a by-pass”
– Eliot, Four Quartets, East Coker

Eliot’s Four Quartets is a personal and cyclical look at life and time, a common theme that pervades and guides the whole spectrum of literature, not just the canon. Where there is life there is death, and the inverse holds as true. The end and the beginning are indeterminate and seamlessly dovetailed. From the ashes grows a mighty tree and someday, due to natural or artificial causes, the tree will return to ashes, dust to dust, the phoenix will fly again. We are caught in the cycle of creation and destruction that defines time and age and rules the cosmos.

The cyclical model is exemplified in its full efficacy in both highbrow and lowbrow literature wherein neither is mutually exclusive. Themes, motifs, characters, and their actions that are caught in the cycle of literature are in a constant state of change or metamorphosis where they develop; but because the core themes, metaphorically speaking, retain their essential base materials throughout the process, nothing new or original is ever created. The exploration of how the essential, central, base material: the “rubbish of life” and “the unity of matter,” in literature reveal the deep connection and relationship with the lowbrow and the highbrow. Barbara DiBernard explores the symbiotic purposes James Joyce uses of base material and alchemy in her aptly named book, Alchemy and Finnegans Wake, explaining that, “The artist/alchemist, however, can unite the physical and the spiritual by operating on both levels simultaneously, turning the rubbish of life into art or the Philosopher’s Stone, yet not ignoring or negating its earthly origins” (137). This is both Joyce’s modus operandi and his primary aesthetic aim in both Ulysses and Finnegans Wake.

The intricacies of Joyce’s book of the dark, Finnegans Wake are loosely based on nearly everything, even the “the rubbish of life,” like the internet in book format. Finnegans Wake was notably influenced by an Irish drinking song “The Ballad of Tim Finnegan.” In a sense, what the Odyssey is to Ulysses, “The Ballad of Tim Finnegan” is to Finnegans Wake. The popular material in the Irish Ballad is transformed into a highbrow, inscrutable text, Finnegans Wake, which is perhaps better understood through its original medium of song, but the extricable remains totally indefinable. If the world is a never-ending cross reference, as mentioned in The Following Story by Cees Nooteboom, links into links in digression and distraction, then it makes sense that we need the lowbrow and the highbrow, and, in order to be good readers we must read both.

I spent time learning and singing “The Ballad of Tim Finnegan” with my guitar. The experience of the lowbrow gives one a greater appreciation for the highbrow because there is an intimacy with the material that was Joyce’s inspiration. It is, in essence, the lowbrow version of the vast human condition of life and death. Perhaps he was using nursery rhymes and popular songs of the time as a template, “humbly dumbly” (Joyce 628). Joyce’s work in Finnegans Wake has a beat and a rhythm when it is read out loud. “riverrun, past Eve and Adam’s, from swerve of shore to bend of bay, brings us by a commodius vicus of recirculation back to Howeth castle and Environs” (Joyce 1). As Walter Pater said in The Renaissance, “All arts aspire to the condition of music.” Here is the last verse of the “Ballad of Tim Finnegan”, (with an Irish accent):

Mickey Maloney ducked his head when a bucket of whiskey flew at him
It missed, and falling on the bed, the liquor scattered over Tim
Bedad he revives, see how he rises, Timothy rising from the bed
Saying "Whittle your whiskey around like blazes, t'underin' Jaysus, do ye think I'm dead?"– (“Traditional Irish Music”)

In the Ballad, whiskey, the elixir of life, the Philosopher’s Stone, is present at death, and Tim Finnegan’s wake turns from a funeral into a “funferal.” Tim wakes at his wake because whiskey spills on him. How could Joyce resist that? How can a reader resist that? Joyce couldn’t, but nearly everyone else has. The Philosopher’s Stone is the alchemical key to everlasting life, a good metaphor for the whiskey’s properties in the ballad. This is evidenced by my octogenarian neighbors Hank and his wife Marilyn, who graduated from Montana State College in ‘46 and ‘47; they drink whiskey daily, like a vitamin. When the lowbrow popular qualities of “The Ballad of Tim Finnegan” and the pedantry of Finnegans Wake are known in conjunction with one another, they ultimately enrich and expand upon each other:


Whack fol the dah will ya dance to yer parner around the flure yer trotters
shake Wasn't it the truth I told you? Lots of fun at Finnegan's Wake –
(“Traditional Irish Music”)

“Lots of fun at Finnegan’s Wake,” is transformed by Joyce into, "Lovesoftfun at Finnegan's Wake” and "fun I had in that fanagan's week." (Joyce 607, 351). Both versions of Tim Finnegan’s Wake create interplay between the lowbrow and the highbrow. The cycle of common themes and stories in literature from lowbrow to highbrow, and back to lowbrow again make it so that each illuminates the other. Finnegans Wake is so rich with allusions and wordplay that this argument could be made for almost any lowbrow material in relation to Finnegans Wake, life and death, light and dark.

The first sentence of Finnegans Wake takes the reader back to the beginning, the end of the book ends mid sentence that continues on as the first sentence of the book. The very structure of Finnegans Wake is cyclical, the beginning is the end, “...alchemy embodied the reconciliation of opposites; in it such dichotomies as death-rebirth, body-soul, base metal-gold were resolved” (DiBernard 3). “In my beginning is my end” (Eliot 23). People need the highbrow and the lowbrow to explore the themes that saturate our world, because we all experience the human condition.

What is the one thing guaranteed to happen in life? Death and Darkness. As mortals it is inevitable that we will die: taking off is optional, but landing isn’t, however whiskey (in the case of Tim Finnegan), alchemy, and literature are all ways to achieve immortality. As we cycle from demotic language, to the language of men, to that of heroes, and finally of gods, we bottom out again in demotic language, and find that attempts at everlasting life remain only successful in literature, both high and low.

The Four Quartets by T.S. Eliot which revolves around the cycle of time and, again, life and death, creation and destruction, but from destruction there is creation. In Disney’s movie “The Lion King” Mufasa explains to Simba that it is okay to eat gazelles, for when lions die they become grass and gazelles eat the grass, thus the cyclical nature is complete, yet never-ending. Like Badger says in The Wind in the Willows, “People come-they stay for a while, they flourish, they build-and they go. It is their way” (Grahame 70). And back up to the highbrow in The Four Quartets, East Coker:

“Old fires to ashes, and ashes to the earth
Which is already flesh, fur, and
faeces,
Bone of man and beast, cornstalk and leaf.” – Eliot, Four Quartets,
East Coker


Our lives as humans are also cyclical; when we are born we are in a constant state of peril in terms of survival, then not long after we are in a constant state of decay. Our beginning is immediately our potential end, and depending on what comes after we die, our death can also be a beginning. Death can also resemble our beginning if we get that far, because old men look like babies, bald, mewling and puking again.

A lowbrow poetry rival to the cycle of themes such as life and death in Eliot’s Four Quartets is Wallace McRae from Forsyth, Montana, and his poem “Reincarnation,” (Kittredge, and Smith 1100):

"What does Reincarnation mean?"
A cowpoke asked his friend.
His pal
replied, "It happens when
Yer life has reached its end.
They comb yer
hair, and warsh yer neck,
And clean yer fingernails,
And lay you in a
padded box
Away from life's travails."

"The box and you goes in a
hole,
That's been dug into the ground.
Reincarnation starts in when
Yore planted 'neath a mound.
Them clods melt down, just like yer box,
And you who is inside.
And then yore just beginnin' on
Yer
transformation ride."

"In a while, the grass'll grow
Upon yer
rendered mound.
Till some day on yer moldered grave
A lonely flower is
found.
And say a hoss should wander by
And graze upon this flower
That once wuz you, but now's become
Yer vegetative bower."

"The
posy that the hoss done ate
Up, with his other feed,
Makes bone, and
fat, and muscle
Essential to the steed,
But some is left that he can't
use
And so it passes through,
And finally lays upon the ground
This
thing, that once wuz you."

"Then say, by chance, I wanders by
And
sees this upon the ground,
And I ponders, and I wonders at,
This object
that I found.
I thinks of reincarnation,
Of life and death, and such,
And come away concludin': 'Slim,
You ain't changed, all that much.'"


There are perhaps boring people who only read lowbrow material and other pretentious people who only read highbrow literature. These people who are exclusive in their reading habits miss out on the interplay and interconnectedness of literature and life, both highbrow and lowbrow. The cycle of themes and stories go through a transformation of merit, depending on the intelligence and creativity of the reader. It is the same theme or the same story, yet through some potentially alchemical process the quality is changed, for higher or for lower.





Works Cited

DiBernard, Barbara. Alchemy and Finnegans Wake. Albany: State University of New York Press, 1980. 3,137. Print.

Eliot, T.S. Four Quartets. San Diego: Harcourt Brace & Company, 1971. 23. Print.

"Finnegans Wake Traditional." Traditional Irish Music. Rod Smith, 27 APR 2010. Web. 27 Apr 2010. .

Grahame, Kenneth. The Wind in the WIllows. New York: Dell Publishing, 1969. 70. Print.

Joyce, James. Finnegans Wake. New York: The Viking Press, 1969. 351,607. Print.

Kittredge, William, and Annick Smith. "Reincarnation." The Last Best Place: A Montana Anthology. Seattle: Falcon Press, 1992. Print.

Last post (kind of)

End here. Us then. Finn, again! Take. Bussoftlhee, mememormee! - FW

Here we are the end of the semester, wrapping things up.

I'm writing this from a coffee shop because there is no power at my house because of the weather last night. I picked clothes out of my closet holding a candle. I also couldn't post my paper this morning beause it is on my home computer....soo this is my last blog post, but I will be posting my paper about 1 or 2pm today. I will also post notes/reflections from this wednesday class and friday.

This class was a great time. i loved the slightly controversial theme of highbrow and lowbrow.....I love the passion I read in blogs. Thank you to the class for all the participation. Every person adds something to the class and if anyone held back....then you're being selfish. haha. But seriously, thank you for everything this semester. I'm graduating, so thank you for a memorable class that will be influencing me for the rest of my life....which could end if I walk near Hamilton Hall.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

List List O List!

Liss Liss O Liss!

So I never posted a list.....and in preparing to write this list of things in my room that I see upon waking.....(HA! waking, Finnegans Wake, Tim Finnegan's Wake, Tim waking up at his own wake, So perhaps I am rising from the dead every time I wake up in the morning) I realized it is way more fun to write the list rather than to read the list.....until the mysterious mental maneuver takes place..... (my favorite list as of right now is still in Frog and Toad Together where on the list of things to do is wake up....check!)

waking up in my bedroom:
lines
light
white blinds, mostly shut
windows covered in blinds
blue room (perhaps like Issy's, but no stars on the ceiling)
white outline
Orange duvet cover
sleeping Sutter (not sacking any cities)
overhead fan
brown Oly
annoyed Oly
glass of water
blue wall
lamp
rock
white side table
brown dog bed
brown and white Copper
blue wall
outlet cover, green, pink and tan
nightlight, off, yellow glass with a button
beige dog bed, no dog

Finnegans Wake Page: 183

click to enlarge!

Monday, April 26, 2010

CLass Notes 4/23

HOMEWORK: LAST BLOG, title it, "My Last Blog" must be in by Wednesday at NOON! Should be summative.


Invidual Paper presentations

Tyler - Egyptian book of the Dead, aids to our exit.
Lissa - live by time instead of by life
Maggie - fire and the rose are one
metaphor for when two things come together.....
Rio - What I Gno.....love it!
Joan - alchemy, ressurection, soul originally pure, just covered in muck, soul descends into the material world, cleansing/purification of the soul from the muck of the world.
Kevin - time, and Lost
Jesse(Prospero) - reading effecting choice in music, lil wayne
Kelsey - new perspectives, dreams, endings and beginnings
Kyle - NOW
Sarah Know - a story, beautiful

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Class Notes 4/21 - Individual Presentations

April 21, WEdnesday (day before Earth Day) was the first day of individual paper presentations.
It is always so much fun to see what people have done with their papers.

Presenters
Elissa
Max
Adam
Bizz
Sarah B.
Bri
John
Sam (me)
Zach
Alicia
Doug

Some highlights:

Biz mentioned that we are made of tiny moments (like down to the cell functions in our body) and hourglasses. I love that.

Sarah Burke read her entire paper and I loved it! What a cool way to trace and connect an experience. I loved the personal aspect too. Thank you Sarah for sharing that.

Brianne Barber, the petite blonde quiet girl who sits in the back corner area of the room definately knocked my socks off. She had Rio play a beat and she donned a bling gangsta hat and some sick shades and busted out in a rap. A relevent smart rap that was also funny. Seriously Bri, what a treat! One of the top fun individual presentations I've seen in my 5 years as an English major. Way to be creative and set the bar.

(Sarah and Bri's presentations, while different from eachother, both reminded me to remember to have fun and be creative with my paper. I was getting a little too serious and stressed out in my mind.)

Monday, April 19, 2010

Class Notes 4/16 - Group Presentations

Day 2 of group presentations -

Group 3, Life is fiction and language
characters anonymous
12 step program
Michael made a starring guest appearance "you are all hopeless"
Doug had a wonderful narration voice

Group 1, Eternal Return
loved the Sexson portrayal here.
loved the name Al Chemist.....like Alchemist haha.
Ariel was running the show, the illusion on the side.
Farting and lots of farting

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Class Notes 4/14 - Group Presentations

First Day of Group Presentations

Group 4(?): The World as Myth and Dream

This group had an awesome skit. Lights flashing, green screen, then we are in another dimension. Images flashing
Jon Orsi wakes up confused. "You are here" mimes Bizz
the sexson
Jon goes on quest to settle things between the Tweedle Kings.....
only to find out after an entertaining and hilarious journey that it was a ll an act, a play, a simulation
This was a fun one to watch if you missed out! Obviously it is hard to relay this kind of experience in notes or on a blog.

Group 2: 20 Minute Lifetime

Zach as Dr. Sexson giving a lecture, Kyle a student.....falls asleep and dreams, and wakes up. There was a movie for the dream where Kyle was doing all sorts of crazy things inspired from class. The idea is that there is a lifetime in a dream, in the material from class, one of Dr. Sexson's digressions, and every moment.

CLass Notes 4/12

Last Day of class with Dr. Sexson leading it.

Alchemy - prima materia - transmute them.....putrify

If we don't challenge ourselves in life we run the risk of stagnating

*read on a level to help develop consciousness.

See Justin Newland's blog, comics....getting of wisdom may start on the comic book level.

For the rest of the class perios we discussed paper topics.

Max Arcand - Max A - Max Z

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Favorite Blogs


I've been trying to keep up with every one's blogs this semester, but it is a difficult task. I try to read the updated ones, so sometimes when a lot of people update I miss a few here and there. The blogs I've followed most closely would be Christina Nelson's blog and Rachel Kester's blog.

I find Christina to be such a refreshing writer. And because she's an art major she has such an interesting view on things. Sometimes a differing view from most people. And how can you not love that she was the very first to have her blog up and running and also the first blog entry. Picking up little things about class and expanding them is what I love so much about her blog. Check out her blog, Three Hour Tour. Sparked by Dr. Sexson saying something about having three hours to live. I always learn something when I read her blog and it is just pure enjoyment to read her writing. (Are you sure you are not an secret English major?)

Rachel Kester's blog has also been a blog that I love. So thoughtful and relevant. Finding connections to material that I would never have found. Finding material for us, like Turning by Dr. Lynda Sexson. A connection to East Coker and Easter. Anyone who knows of Waiting For Godot should check out the cartoon she posted. Just an entertaining an enjoyable blog.

Thank you to everyone and your blogging. These two just stand out to me personally, but I really enjoyed every one's. Yes, even Maggie's, because it really inspired some passion from a lot of people. Sorry again to Lisa, I feel horrible that your blog didn't make it on until late in the semester.

I'm graduating and I'm going to really miss this online community that we've developed from class. I'm also going to miss blogging. I will get on my computer after I've graduated and have no idea what to do. To be or not to be, to act or not to act.......!

Friday, April 9, 2010

Class Notes 4/9

Today was a Quiz.

Monday, April 12th, will be the conclusion of the class, then group presentations begin. Must knock our socks off.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Class Notes 4/7 - Test Time

Test Questions......(some)....for the Quiz on Friday!
1. Name the Four Quartets....don't have ot be in order
2. When I wake, I cry to dream again. - Who said it? Calaban
3. Memorize, verbatim from Little Gidding -
"We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time."
4. "I only want to please you." - Prospero, also connected to Dr. Sexson's personal story about the woman on the plane.
5. Last words of The Following Story: the following story.
6. What river do they end up on in The Following Story? Amazon
7. What is the name of the hollow book where Neo hides money in the movie The Matrix? Simulacra and Simulation
8. Symbols of life and death in Four Quartets? Rose and the Yew tree
9. Arabic word in The Alchemist "it is written" - maktub
10. River related symbol that represents Anna Livia in Finnegans Wake, the delta (looks like a traingle...)
11. Little Gidding, what is the cost of simplicity? not less than everything.
12. Where does boy in The Alchemist find his treasure? ruined/abandoned church, under the tree.
13. gnosis = knowledge
14. What does Prospero say, what is his line to Miranda?
"What else see'st thou in the dark backward and abysm of time?"
15. Essence of alchemy according to Christina? process of purification
16. What little animal is in the garden in Burnt Norton? A bird
17. What is Herman Mussert's nickname? Socrates
18. Santiago de Compstela: pilgramage route in Spain
19. What is the glitch in The Matrix? deja vu
20. mysterious mental maneuver
21. Shakespeare is to Prospero as Beckett is to Molloy......according to Maggie
23. What is the Emerald tablet, Elixir of Life, Philosopher's Stone? aims/ends of Alchemy written on Emerald tablet.
24. Who else is on the boat with Mussert? 6 people, pilot, priest, child, teacher, journalist, acedemic (sounds like the beginning of an interesting joke)
25. What language was The Alchemist originally written in? Portugese.
26. Anima Mundi - soul of spirit of the world
27. 2 colors symbolize alchemy (of the rose) red and white (Jennie Lynn and I nearly freaked out with a link to Ulysses!!!)
28. reapeated word in The Tempest - 3 letter word - Now
29. Game Ferdinand and Miranda are playing in The Tempest? chess
30. Mussert's profession - teacher
31. Miranda's nine attendents according to Dr. Sexson = 9 muses
32. Latin word -- time dies
33. Exception to our class, Bible and Shakespeare, enormously popular and enormously unread.
34. How long is The Following Story? 2 seconds
35. Four Quartets, children, leaves full of children, apple tree, child as archetypal figure.....represent world of innocence.
36. The world is a meverending cross reference - Mussert (no story is ever static, another turning of the page)
37. release me from these bands with the help of your good hands.............asking for an applause to end the play
38. Hot babe in desert that Santiago falls for? Fatima

There are the questions that I wrote down from class. There will probably be an essay question on the test, but that was not revealed.

Sorry Lisa Little Legs

I think Lisa's blog fell through the cracks somewhere, because she alerted me to the fact that she was not on the class blog list on my blog. So I have added her blog to the blog list and she has been up on her blogging all year, so here is a new blogger to check out.

Lisa Little Legs Blog

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Memorized Finnegans Wake

Today April 6!! Tuesday.
Recitation/Filming of our memorized Finnegans Wake lines at The Baxter (on Main St. above Ted's Grill and The Bacchus). 6pm-9pm. Wear black if possible, socks, and creative/tasteful mask or make-up is optional.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Class Notes 3/31

-What I know now, what I didn't know before.....and what difference does it make?
- Dr. Sexson would like to see lots of people writing about The Following Story...
- Blog about other blogs
- homestretch in regards to group presentations and paper.....
these presentations should knock our socks off. we will end the class with a pile of socks.
for the paper, resources, books, and our blogs....

QUIZ!! April 9th, Friday
April 12th, conclusion of the class

accentuate the positive: Bing Crosby (Rio played this song in class)


but if you do accentuate the positive you miss out in kenosis, Beckett.....

cheesy...but not at all
for everything to end happily, is not cheesy, but a happy ending is transcendence of the universes...
must go through a process of purification, darkness... alchemical imagery is key...

The Alchemist, page 136-7....also The Tempest, Act V Scn. 1 Line 202
Ferdinand and Miranda...gold on lasting pillars
alchemical wedding, purification of the soul
man and woman union, unification...cheesy, but on the highest possible level...


We talked about
Simone CAROTI
"Science Fiction, Forbidden Planet, and Shakespeare's The Tempest"

"In Shakespeare's play, and in a relevant cross-section of scifitexts as well, the contemplation of the wonderful and the miraculous seems to possess a special quality of kindness, of mercifulness towards our human failings. As with Prospero when Ariel convinces him to be lenient towards Alonso, Sebastian and Antonio, it has the ability to bend our thoughts toward forgiveness rather than vengeance, and to make us willing to reexamine our personal convictions in the light of something greater than us." (page 6 of 12)

The Forbidden Planet, talk about cheesy, sci-fi version of The Tempest....hot babe....robot = Caliban
Just for fun: Forbidden Planet 1956 Part 4 of 10



Four Quartets: a new way of looking at eternity...
page 49, Zero summer

then towards the end of class people gave a passage from The Four Quartets and their discovery

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Class Notes 3/29

Homework: be generating paper topics....

Christina's blog......anyone who has blogged has contributed to the uniqueness of the class....

More Homework, same homework: blog about the blogs of others, and although Christina's blog was superb, Dr. Sexson asked the rest of us to be more specific.

Wizard of Oz clip - audience, largely children, needs to have lessons and messages...

The Alchemist, young adult level

Erin has loves The Alchemist, see her blog.

The Following Story, which should all be reading, quotes mysterious mental maneuver from Transparent Things by Nabokov.

We need to give up intellectual pretentiousness, anger, superiority, etc. in order to read The Alchemist. It is all part of the great ocean of the sea of stories!

We heard Joan's thesis idea.....Joan I have some books for you and some sources if you need any! See her blog.

simple definition of Alchemy: purification of the soul

to purify, to simplify, burn out impurities
we start with "yuck" or base matter, get rid of all the yuck, Purify to get pure essence.

Finnegans Wake alchemist.....Shem see pages 183-5

Eliot, Four Quartets, Little Gidding
"Since our concern was speech, and speech impelled us
To purify the dialect of the tribe"

Heraclitus.....quotes at the beginning and throughout.....Eliot stealing from him

Job in life, to purify ourselves, but there are so many distractions ...... David Bowie gets distracted from saving his home planet....in the movie The Man Who Fell to Earth



where the rose and fire become one, the rose is a central symbol in the Four Quartets,

http://www.wisdomportal.com/Poems2008/RoseInAlchemy.html

also see page 80 in The Alchemist

Carl Jung, archetypal patterns in literature

pg 183 in Finnegans Wake, Joyce working with the notion of muck not alien because when we read Dante's The Divine Comedy we see people swimming in excrement......

wikipedia -The Shirt of Nessus, Tunic of Nessus, Nessus-robe, or Nessus' shirt in Greek mythology was the poisoned shirt that killed Heracles. It was once a popular reference in literature. In folkloristics, it is considered an instance of the "poison dress" motif

page. 83 in The Alchemist, "Did you learn anything?"
reminds us of The Wizard of Oz
surface of the emerald, last lines of the Four Quartets....

"Quick now, here, now, always—
A condition of complete simplicity
(Costing not less than everything)
And all shall be well and
All manner of thing shall be well
When the tongues of flame are in-folded
Into the crowned knot of fire
And the fire and the rose are one."

condition of complete simplicity, kenosis is missing in The Alchemist....it is missing Samuel Beckett

At the FW meeting, Queen of Underworld, gives up everything...

page 185, the question and answer section, Laurence Fishburne, who played Morpheus in The Matrix, is going to play the alchemist in The Alchemist.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Class Notes 3/26

Quiz: April 9th, monday
blog your working thesis: April 12th, friday

Rachel has been working on her thesis....time deja vu, memory

We watched the youtube.com clip from The Wizard of Oz where Dorothy realizes....or is told....she had the power all along...."had to leard it for herself"....not enough to want it, go look fo heart's desire.....find the Oz clip here
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=11BQQvVy8LI

Read:
Lissa's blog, hate & love, Shakespeare, Jon Orsi's blog....existential crisis.......

have you been following your dream? I hope not, because my dream last night a giant tarantula was chasing me........

The Alchemist - Personal Legend, see wikipedia...

Kyle's blog, sleep paralysis....BLOG: room where you sleep

portal in Alchemist, into other works that are in the book. Rumi had already written this story....and Rabbi, Treasure Under the Bridge....
treasure alwas in my possesion

So what? you can change lead into gold. gold would be worth nothing.

East Coker:
"You say I am repeating
Something I have said before. I shall say it again.
Shall I say it again? In order to arrive there,
To arrive where you are, to get from where you are not,
You must go by a way wherein there is no ecstasy.
In order to arrive at what you do not know
You must go by a way which is the way of ignorance.
In order to possess what you do not possess
You must go by the way of dispossession.
In order to arrive at what you are not
You must go through the way in which you are not.
And what you do not know is the only thing you know
And what you own is what you do not own
And where you are is where you are not. "

no ecstasy, go by way of ignorance...
need to go through portal...

ecstasy - ekstasis - standing outside ourself....
enthusiasm - posessed by god

go through the dark night of the soul...

Kenosis, emptying out...

Vishnu dream: lotos rose from the navel
Four Quartets: "And the pool was filled with water out of sunlight,
And the lotos rose, quietly, quietly,"

HOMEWORK: blog about the blogger/blog who has taught you the most, or has been the most important to you.....

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Class Notes 3/24

April 12....blog your thesis statment for your paper ...

Dr. Sexson wanted to reinforce some things...

Maggie saw the class as becoming cultish...reminding us not to blindly follow the leader figure....could turn into a Jim Jones figure.

(As a side comment of my own: I understand if anyone might be feeling a bit overwhelmed in Dr. Sexson's class. Dr. Sexson's classes are usually full of repeat customers. To someone new to the "Sexson" experience, it might be cultish, but really, it is just people who enjoy what and how they learn in class. And this is something I enjoy being a part of. Learning with people who have an interest and passion in class. The mutual enjoyment of learning and comradeship in class is brought out by Dr. Sexson, and I have yet to find anything like it in any other class, and I've been at MSU for 5 years. And if it looks like we've all drank the Kool Aid.....it's because we have.)


The magician or leader exposes self to be not so smart... hmmmm..(but that is what smart people do.)
-Oracle in The Matrix
-Ovid's witch
-Prospero, gives everything up in the end..."drown my books"

where will you be without that feather, Dumbo

We watched a clip of a movie version of The Tempest.....a clip of Prospero drowing his books....

when we call something wierd, we are applying it to something we don't understand.

Vishnu Dreaming the World, Joseph Campbell

"Hence, we are all one in Vishnu: manifestations, inflections, of this dreaming power of Vishnu; broken images of himself rippling on the spontaneously active surface of his subtle mind stuff. Moreover, this sleeping god's divine dream of the universe is pictured in Indian art as a great lotus plant growing from his navel. The idea is that the dream unfolds like a glorious flower, and that this flower is the energy-or, as the Indians say. the shakti or goddess-of the god. I hope that some of you are recalling the counterparts of some of these images in the Biblical tradition. The waters that are stirred into action when creation takes place are comparable to those of the first verse of the Bible, where it is said that the wind or breath of god blew, or brooded, over the waters. "

we are all the dreams of Vishnu - what happens when he wakes up?
something dreams through you, you are not your dream....part of the Self (catpital ess).

Midsummers Night Dream, dreamer, sacred marriage
bottoms dream because it had a bottom

The Alchemist

Doug reminded of Siddhartha
paradox

should not cease from exploration and return to where you started and know the place for the first time.

transmutation of the soul.....metaphor lead into gold

define: McGuffin
Google: elixir of life

Santiago's treasure a metaphor, like the battlefield in the Bhagavad-Gita

Harry Potter........got people reading again.....also a lot of Alchemy in the books.

*we have to evolve our sense of imagination
young: read the Alchemist
older: read Joyce's The Al-Shem-ist in Finnegans Wake.

Michael, Dr. Sexson...a person worth saving from Hawaii, ocean of stories we need to appreciate.
The Following Story, recapitulates & deals with every theme of the class. We should be re-reading that and blogging on it.....

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

More Alchemist....

The above painting is by Bega, an oil painting 'The Alchemist' in 1663.
So I realize I gave myself over completely to The Alchemist. I know it was a bit cheesy, and I had little doubt that Santiago would fail, because he couldn't, because it is just that kind of book. I knew he was the one the alchemist in the desert oasis was waiting for, and of course he would be able to turn himself into the wind, because that is they way this book is. If he wasn't successful, then there wouldn't be much of a story. But oh do I still love it, ever so much.

I was reading the blogs, and as I read Bizz Browning's blog I was intrigued. Bizz says, "I mean, I guess it's kind of funny that this guy traveled this long distance, got rich and lost it three times- got the crap beaten out of him, and then has the huge epiphany that he should have stayed home. It's a bit of sick joke, when all of these wise people tell him to keep going onward to find his treasure."

Now a couple years ago I would have agreed with Bizz. Like what's the point? He left just to find out that what he really needed was at home? But wait, sounds like Dorothy in The Wizard of Oz maybe a little bit?

However, had Santiago stayed at home he would never have found the treasure in the church, because he would never have made to the pyramids. Santiago would have gone off the shear his sheep, perhaps married that cute girl in the next village, and never realized his own personal legend. It is like going on a pilgrimage or something like that. Santiago learns more about himself and the world, and his soul(?) through the large detour from the treasure in the abandoned church. So he never had an epiphany in terms of, oh I should have stayed home, (now I could be wrong) but I think the epiphany, or realization is that he now knew that he had to leave, in order to return and know that place for the first time, and truly know himself.

page 152, "The boy reached the Soul of the World, and saw that it was a part of the Soul of God. And he saw that the Soul of God was his own soul. And that he, a boy, could perform miracles."
He realizes that everything in the world is connected through the divine, so when he communicates with the soul of the world he is communicating with the soul of God, which is his own soul. Sounds like, Meister Eckhart:"The eye through which I see God is the same eye through which God sees me; my eye and God's eye are one eye, one seeing, one knowing, one love."

Through leaving his comfortable life as a shepherd, he is able to have a religious, mystical experience. While this was really cool, I like that I originally thought his Personal Legend was to find the treasure, when really (as it appears to me) his Personal Legend was to his search for the treasure. But I suppose finding the treasure is his Personal Legend, not for the gold and jewels, but for the experiences leading up to it. Because the money never mattered anyway, seeing as how he was robbed three times and managed to gain it all back. What Santiago gained in his traveling, searching, and experiences, was more profitable than his treasure. He gets the gold and the girl as a bonus perhaps. But that is just my interpretation.

While looking around on the Internet I found this blog Broken Mystic, which provides the Guarantor of Gazelle. The blog mentions the Soul of the World, and Fatima. It is a nice little story. If you don't eat animals you will love it. I like meat, but I love this story.
Also, we have already encountered an alchemist in our Highbrow/Lowbrow class, Shem, from Finnegans Wake, but Alchemy runs throughout Finnegans Wake in many other ways. I found an interesting JSTOR resource called, "Alchemy in Finnegans Wake", by Barbara DiBernard. Unfortunately it will not allow me to copy and paste, but visit the link and just read a little bit for yourself. Definitely interesting!
also, I know what an alchemist is, but just to double check I went to Wikipedia: and I put in bold that part that I thought really hit home in The Alchemist, "achieving ultimate wisdom", is perhaps being enlightened....

Alchemy, originally derived from the Ancient Greek word khemia (Χημία) meaning
"art of transmuting metals", later arabicized as al-kimia (الكيمياء), is both a
philosophy and an ancient practice focused on the attempt to change base metals
into gold, investigating the preparation of the "elixir of longevity", and achieving ultimate wisdom, involving the improvement of the
alchemist as well as the making of several substances described as possessing
unusual properties.[1] The practical aspect of alchemy generated the basics of
modern inorganic chemistry, namely concerning procedures, equipment and the
identification and use of many current substances.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

The Alchemist, initial thoughts

The other night I couldn't sleep, so I decided it was time to start The Alchemist. I figured I would read a couple pages, go to sleep, and resume reading in the morning. Instead, I was up till about 3 am until I finished the book. If this is the lowbrow popular book, then I'm impressed. I loved this book, my life is changed. In fact I gave my copy of The Alchemist to Sutter's mom and brother, and went and bought another copy for myself. In fact, I was thinking about how recommendable this book is, compared to T.S. Eliot's, Four Quartets. While I would reccomend T.S. Eliot, The Alchemist would be easier to give to people and know they could read and be moved, because it is easier to understand.

*spoiler alert*

The Alchemist was for Theme #5, Dolce Domum, Home sweet Home, To arrive where we started, (and know the place for the first time). This seems pretty easy to pick out, Santiago has to travel all the way to the pyramids in Egypt, to return to find the treasure buried in the abandoned church where he had spent the night with his sheep. When he sleeps there it feels haunted, but when he returns he knows that it is where is Personal Legend has led him. Santiago had to leave and go through all sorts of experiences, Crystal merchant, being robbed three times, crossing the desert, etc, you know if you read the book, and he truly knows the abandoned church, but rather he truly knows himself when he returns. He finds his personal legend, but he also knows the Soul of the World. Just a cool book, and I completely understand why people love it so much. I want to find my personal legend and some treasure and really know myself and the place where I started.

I noticed that in The Tempest, Prospero brings everyone into a magic circle, and The alchemist from the Oasis puts the cobra in a circle where it is calm and tame. Just a little thing I noticed.

"And dreams are the language of God. When he speaks in our language, I can interpret what he has said. But if he speaks in the language of the soul, it is only you who can understand." page 12-13.

I wish I had underlined more, but it was so late at night and I just wanted to enjoy the book. As Haroun led me into a fantasy world of stories, Santiago captivated my heart and soul.

page 152, "The boy reached the Soul of the World, and saw that it was a part of the Soul of God. And he saw that the Soul of God was his own soul. And that he, a boy, could perform miracles."
This passage reminds me of Chapter IV, Yajnavalkya and Maitreyi, in the Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, "Verily, not for the sake of the husband, my dear, is the husband loved, but is loved for the sake of the self. Atman is the self, and Atman is Brahman, Brahman is the absolute, supreme reality, the divine. So that the Brahman is the real attraction for wife to husband, and vice versa. As Santiago's soul was also the soul of God, Atman is Brahman. That is just a little connection I couldn't help thinking about as I read the book. Sanitago's whole experience seems like an epiphany, when he returns to the abandoned church and knows the place for the first time, and as he reaches a state of mind that allows him to become the wind, it is a mystical experience.

Love it.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Class Notes 3/10

The lines we are memorizing.....Filming at The Baxter on Willson and Main, upstiars from Ted's and The Bacchus, April 6, Tuesday, 6pm - 9pm. Wear black. If so inspired, make a mask.....artistic, not cheesy.


look up Matrix in the dictionary, womb, where babies form, ground mass where fossils form.

Doug shared the birth story of his daughter

No matter how calm the entrance into the world, first breath (that has never been breathed before) shakes the little body. it is traumatic.


Dr. Sexson - "Haven't you ever been in a dark alley in Missoula? They're all birth trauma."


remember before we are born


Memory Theatre


Miranda crying now to make up for not remembering crying when she was 3


Aladdin....final words of genie.....mythology....


What is the Matrix?

Most used and repeated word in The Tempest, "Now"

"that which are living can only die...."
Prospero is the Director, everything has to be ritualisticly perfect
Prospero has designed everything...after marooning people, has to change their lives in 3 hours. Also has to marry off his daughter. Calaban paired with Prospero from the very beginning.
- Political mariiage, Miranda to Ferdinand
- set Ariel free

*Prospero is not just one thing, doing an enormous amount of symbolic work.

Now in 20th century we see Prospero in a negative light, white plantation owner, opressive, Calaban played as African American, Prospero portrayed as the asshole of assholes, teaches Calaban new language...HOWEVER this interpretation is incomplete. Prospero is niether one thing or the other, he his the benign magician, the dark magician, kind, oppressive, a liminal figure. (a trickster figure, to teach us something about ourselves?)

Shakespeare aware of tarot cards, alchemy, psychic technology

*an uncurtaining in the Tempest.....removes the curtain to reveal man and woman playing chess....Miranda and Ferdinand....
extrodinary, expose the machinery, people brought into the magical cirlce....forgives everyone......

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Friday, March 5, 2010

Class Notes 3/5

Notes:

Gluten Issues? talk to Rio

The Tempest...really a storm? still a point of uncertainty by some

Mnemosyne

clowns to murder Prospero, Calaban says to get the books, he knows how important they are

represent appearance of a storm...
but people are forever fooling us....(I can never tell the natural hair color of some of my friends)
magician fools us...it's all a trick, an illusion...
but we think the world is real...

what is the role of the father in comedy? he is the obstacle between the boy and the girl
boy and girl make googoo eyes at eachother, love at first site
Prospero knows his role, has to make himself the obstacle
"as my soul prompts it"
stage manager is Ariel, doing the special effects, not reall, an illusion
Prospero managing everything....
Prospero is tired of the same thing as was Bill in Ground Hogs Day.......
and the people who work in Disneyland...every aspect of the city is a simulation of an imagined place...
(I remember Sutter explaining postmoderism to me using Disneyland as an example. To get to Disneyland you have to park and then walk through the parking lot, then you enter into Disney Land which is a simulation of the real world, with different countries and attractions and food etc. Disneyland is presented as this real world, and the parking lot isn't real, but the parking lot is where reality is, and Disneyland is where reality is simulated. Something like that."

Boatswain!

Backett wants us to think about 'I' and think about the sutobiography, we aren't the same people we were and when writing our autobiography it cannot be accurate because we've changed, it is a fiction, it is a lie.

"Miranda's Attendents": memory, medievalism, cyberspace and soul, article by Dr. Sexson
life as dream or illusion
Miranda remembers having 4 or 5 attendents...Prospero asks, what else do you see, or rather he says, "What see'st that else/In the dark backward and abysm of time?" 1.2
(we are to memorize this sentence and use it on someone....just for fun)
Prospero is taking Mirana back through her memory....
little theatrical performance of someone sitting in a dark room with images projected on the wall
Prospero situates Miranda in a memory drama, recollections are factual and mythic
understanding extended by Frances Yates, The Art of Memory.

temenos: In religious discourse in English, Temenos has also come to refer to a territory, plane, receptacle or field of deity or divinity. Temenos is a piece of land cut off and assigned as an official domain, especially to kings and chiefs, or a piece of land marked off from common uses and dedicated to a god, a sanctuary, holy grove or holy precinct.

"the more you remember...the more you remember." - Dr. Sexson

Kyle started reciting the top 50 guitarists from Rolling Stone

See Christina's blog and her Allegory of the Cave drawing, quite good.....which led Dr. Sexson to bring up Don Quixote.......

(But what I thought of was the movie called The Truman Show with Jim Carry. The man grows up on a TV show in a dome where everything is simulated for him! His marriage, his job, the sun, the weather, everything! Until he starts to see the inner mechanisms that run the simulation. One time in the elevator he sees people he isn't supposed to, a light falls from the sky, he notices simulated habits and movements of people....and sails to the outer edge of the simulated ocean to the simulated sky, where there is a door and he steps out into the real sun for the very first time.)

This fits the theme, life as dream or illusion, The Truman Show, we accept the reality with which we are presented:



Passage to India, read it

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Class Notes 3/3

Notes:

Dr. Sexson started listing people's blogs to read and I couldn't keep up.....so just read every one's blogs, but we are supposed to be doing that anyway....

pg. 186 Molloy: Moran hears voices in his head

Sarah Knox, read her blog, other people's language driving our life....hers is a sophisticated blog, with a good connection between Stranger Than Fiction and Beckett

The Tempest (disliked by James the Rat)
Prospero breaks character, asking for applause....

So: the story of the Tempest is not particularly compelling....Duke Prospero spent his time reading books(magic and alchemy), brother usurped (sounds like Jacob and Esau) and he exiles Prospero with 3year old daughter and counsellor and provisions
they get to an island, inhabited by a witch & spirit of earth as ugly deformed son and spirit air
Prospero makes earth and air his servants...daughter grows up to about 14 or 15 years old....Calaban likes her.... Ship goes by island....Alanzo (participated in the overthrow of Prospero)

*Shakespeare's attempt to tell the entire history of everything in one play

Prospero = Shakespeare

in common with Joyce the consistent theme of the collision of brothers.....and old theme......Bible, Jacob and Esau, Cain and Abel......

Tempest, tempo, time........play about time

beginning of the play is a storm..........or is it?? NOT. There is not storm. It is an illusion.

Titus Andronicus, Shakespeare -- Philomenla, Ovid

So, There is not storm, but the characters act like a storm...(which would be what they were doing anyway acting on a stage, just people pretending there is a storm, making it look like there was)

Miranda is one who is filled with awe and wonder....this is the lens she sees the world through.....Bizz and me.......innocent

How do we know there is no storm? ship is in the bay....Prospero simulates storm....simulacrum, simulacra

Matrix (MOVIE) the book in the beginning where Neo(Rio) stashes his money, a hollow book, "Simulacra and Simulation" someone was thinking when they made this movie!

connection between Tempest and the Matrix
Miranda, given over to imperiousness of what stimulates senses
"If by your art...."
knows it is a simulation, isn't real....but can't help but believe it

Plato, Allegory of the Cave....shadows on wall....

Morpheus, "welcome to the desert of the real"

Wizard of OZ..." Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain..."
we know this actually means pay great attention to the man behind the curtain...expose the machinery that creates the illusions...
Wizard pretends to be a bad wizard....for Dorothy to get information about illusions....goes home, OZ a simulation

Prospero to Miranda: Collect yourself!

read Jon Orsi's blog for a look at some local demotic language

Tempest 1.2 about page 11
Miranda, ignorance is bliss
Prospero, tis time
When Prospero instructs Miranda is important information...mnemonic technician....
true knowledge of un-forgetting
Prospero....(Dr. Sexson) acts as shaman....with daughter
"the hour has now come..."
Prospero, remembering is the key to recollection...
What has Prospero unlocked??? move from personal recollection to mythological, attendents...9....muses

Matrix, glitch.....deja vu, black cat

HW: think about attendants, and what does glitch mean?

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Class Notes 3/1 & Beckett

Notes: (My own input will be in parentheses)

World as Dream & Illusion

( The above theme leads me think of the world as Maya, from Hindu philosophy,Advaita Vedanta philosophy, it is all an illusion. Everything is Maya. Since Brahman is the only truth, Maya cannot be true. Imaginary man running up an imaginary tree from an imaginary Elephant.)

To Do: We should start blogging on The Tempest, The Matrix, and Stranger then Fiction

In class we watched an abbreviated version of Stranger Than Fiction (Thank you Rio!)
Lowbrow version of Beckett = Movie, Stranger Than Fiction

Blog: How does this movie connect to:
-Fiction as life
-Samuel Beckett
?

fiction being truth??
(But isn't fiction often more interesting than reality? Why do people read books? or watch movies....to see a more interesting and different [fictional] reality. This makes me think of The Decay of Lying, Wilde, "Life imitates Art far more than Art imitates Life". [from wikipedia] Wilde holds that art sets the aesthetic principles by which people perceive life. What is found in life and nature is not what is really there, but is that which artists have taught people to find there, through art.)

We are all in a story........(our own story I suppose)
But what if we are all characters in a story....?

In the movie he saves the boy from being killed by the bus, and he says, "I had to." Not only because he is a compassionate man, but because it was written.
(Am I writing this blog because that is how I am written in a novel starring myself?....or maybe someone else? or maybe no one? or maybe the human race? I can't help but recommend Paul Auster's book Travels in the Scriptorium.......again. If you liked the movie Stranger Than Fiction, you might like this short novel. I will lend it out.)

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Samuel Beckett link, Samuel Beckett's Postmodern Fictions by Brian Finney

The unstable, heterogeneous and dispersed social reality of the postmodern
cannot be contained within any totalizing theory. Without such metanarratives,
Lyotard argues, each work of art, "working without rules in order to formulate
the rules of what will have been done," becomes a unique event describing its
own process of coming into being.

This is what Beckett's fictions do.
Each one starts out anew, inventing its rules as it goes along. Its subject is
itself, the narrating voice creating a world out of language. Before, between
and after the jabber of words that constitute the fiction is silence. How to
express silence through sound? Beckett is preoccupied with this dilemma from the
beginning of his career.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Test Time: Questions

Real Quick class announcements:
- recitation of the passages we've memorized, three classes total
-Read Christina's blog
-google, "I'll go on" first result, read the article.....one man performance of Three Novels
-we listened to audio of the last couple minutes of the Unnameable

TEST QUESTIONS from class:
*
read Sam's Class Notes blog entries for a review of the classes we've had...that is, this blog.
1. Translation of Dolce Domum: Home Sweet Home (to arrive where we started)
2. Plerosis - filling up - comedy romance - Joyce
3. What does mama lujo refer to in Finnegans Wake? Matthew, Mark, Luke and John(bless this bed I lie on).....four bed posts
4. Good safe firelamp! = God save Ireland
5. HCE, ALP, Shem, Shaun, Issy - 5 main characters in Finnegans Wake
6. Name 2 of the 4 imaginary lands in the acrostic poem in the beginning in Haroun and the Sea of Stories: Zembla, Zenda, Xanadu, Zafar(Rushdie's son's name)

*know the terms from the Haroun glossary!!!

7. How does Molloy communicate with his mother? knocking on her skull
8. What happens to Moran's son? we don't know
9. How much $ did Moran give is son? 4 pound 10 shillings, however that was unclear because the father insisted that he gave him 5 pounds......
10. Memorize the first 3 lines from East Coker
11. German philosopher, Nietzsche - Eternal return, from Ben Leubner lecture, closest approximation to coming to being
12. portmanteau
13. Metathesis - corpse +crops = cropse - combine the meaning with the words
14. Sabina, rape of the Sabine women
15. 4 elements of the Four Quartets: BN = air, EC = earth, DS = water, LG = fire
16. Who is Maggie (from the Skin of Our Teeth) paired with from Finnegans Wake? ALP
17. Henry = Shem and Shaun, also Cain, an archetypal character
18. Demotic language, dud language, colloquial
19. what happens in the space between the and riverrun in Finnegans Wake?
20. What does P2C2E mean? Process too complicated to explain
21. Haroun and the Sea of Stories is a profoundly referential piece.....What 4 digit number in Haroun and FW seem to be very concerned with? 1001
22. Ballad of Tim Finnegan
23. What is wrong with this title: Finnegan's Wake
(there shouldn't be an apostrophe)

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Samual Beckett

So looking around on the Internet for Samuel Beckett articles and snippets I found something I found interesting. At the end of class on Monday Dr. Sexson said that Beckett experiments with going silent, rhythmic ebbing and flowing of language, which made me think of music. Even, though I'm not done with Beckett's Three Novels, I haven't been reminded of rhythm or music yet. But I found a place where "there have been several works of music inspired by the works of Beckett, particularly works of contemporary classical."


I found this site The Modern Word, Samuel Beckett Apmonia
The main website is here http://www.themodernword.com/

It also has links to it's other major pages about
Samuel Beckett: Apmonia
Jorge Luis Borges: The Garden of Forking Paths
Umberto Eco: Porta Ludovica
Gabriel García Márquez: Macondo
James Joyce: The Brazen Head
Franz Kafka: Das Schloss
Thomas Pynchon: Spermatikos Logos

Samuel Beckett, who coined the term "Apmonia,'' meaning the irrational heart, from Murphy

One small part of the site on Samuel Beckett looks at music inspired by Beckett, one composer, Luciano Berio, Italy's master of the avant-garde, Berio utilized fragments of Beckett's The Unnamable in his postmodern masterpiece. I downloaded a song from Berio: Sinfonia, an album inspired by Beckett, and in listening I figured out why. It is dark, empty, but compelling. (HELP Rio, I can't figure our how to get it from itunes to my blog)


"The libretto is just as complex as the music. Using the self-reflexive monologue from Beckett's The Unnamable as a basic pattern, dozens of other textual threads are shuttled through the narrative loom to form a dazzling tapestry of language in all its forms. Fragments of German, Yuletide solfège, snippets of song, radical slogans, clichés from the classical music crowd, gobbles and grunts, and perhaps most striking of all, the insistent command to "Keep going!" -- all rise and fall in a babelogue carried along by the music, punctuated by orchestral gestures that just as often provide ironic counterpoint as they do illustration."


***just as I finished typing this up I thought the website sounded really familiar, and appearantly Dr. Sexson had already alerted it to my attention about the second week of class, I had just forgotten, here was the link originally in my post titled, "interesting and helpful links":http://www.themodernword.com/Joyce/joyce_works_fw.html

Class Notes 2/22

Notes...
Wednesday, is our last day for Beckett, and we must all come with a question foe the Exam....multiple choice....simple

Sources for blogs on Wikipedia.......
Finnegans Wake, Grade: B
Beckett, Grade: C
Four Quartets: F

First page of Molloy, How long do we read until we see this guy is being written?
pg. 7 writing is the subject matter
he's getting paid to write

Read the Rat's blog, Language as Fiction

Molloy's method of communicating with his mother......knocking on her head

Moran turning into Molloy, mirror images of each other

Malone Dies........Travels in the Scriptorium, by Auster.....(I have the book if anyone wishes to borrow it...it is really short and a good read! just let me know!)

pigsticker

see Christina's blog for the stone sucking you tube

see Justin's blog, business classes

Waiting for Godot
first performance, San Quintin Penitentiary, no women in the play so it was allowed, two tramps waiting for Godot by a tree with one leaf left, inmates at penitentiary LOVED the play because there were also waiting, they understood, they identified with what was going on.

See Jennifer's blog! Molloy Milleu
See Shelby's blog, stair counting business, it is a must read if you were not in class

Malone Dies, has a character to kill off other characters
Beckett, minimalness, silence has not been conspicuous

leaf on tree (Waiting for Godot) -------> "I'll go on"

even if you have not finished Beckett's Three Novels, read the whole thing when you get a chance (anytime even after this semester), but read the whole thing to get the reward....the last line.

pages 287-8

power of words!

Unnamable, no pencil, no body, disembodied voice, man trying to get home

Connection between King Lear and Beckett's Three Novels
There is a man(father) authoritative, abusing children
Lear starts as King, Moran starts in charge, both end as nothing
LEAR:
O reason not the need! Our basest beggars
Are in the poorest thing superfluous.
Allow not nature more than nature needs,
Man's life is as cheap as beast's. Thou art a lady:
If only to go warm were gorgeous,
Why, nature needs not what thou gorgeous wear'st,
Which scarcely keeps thee warm. But, for true need--
You heavens, give me that patience, patience I need.
You see me here, you gods, a poor old man,
As full of grief as age, wretched in both.
If it be you that stirs these daughters' hearts
Against their father, fool me not so much
To bear it tamely; touch me with noble anger,
And let not women's weapons, water drops,
Stain my man's cheeks. No, you unnatural hags!
I will have such revenges on you both
That all the world shall--I will do such things--
What they are, yet I know not; but they shall be
The terrors of the earth. You think I'll weep.
No, I'll not weep.I have full cause of weeping, but this heart
Shall break into a hundred thousand flaws,
Or ere I'll weep. O Fool, I shall go mad!
(Lear to his daughters Goneril and Regan, "King Lear," Act 2, Scene 4,
lines 263-285)



What do we really need???
in the course of the play Lear realizes he needs nothing.....exposes himself to the elements....

Beckett and Lear.....increment by increment, to get to the zero point, reduce to nothing.....

The Jerk...That's all I need
NOTHING.....except.......ashtray, paddle game, remote control, matches, lamp, chair
the point - lowbrow material reduced to a Beckett figure attached to things

Happy Days play, woman with her purse, taking stuff out, till it is up to her neck.....still enormously interested in tedious stuff

Beckett experiments with going silent, rhythmic ebbing & flowing of language

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Class Notes 2/19

Class Notes...

Book of the Dead.........Beckett, at the end of things, seemingly empty glass, the last couple drops

Rio's blog, giggling of people being tortured

asbergers.....Moran has symptoms...

Jon Orsi, has become obsessed with Beckett, causing him to be dysfunctional

Look at Lissa's blog for a discovery! 7 Brides for 7 Brothers. Sobbin' women. Sabine women.


See Bizz Browing's blog, "A little dog followed him, a pomeraian I think, but I don't think so." everything you need to know about Beckett is in this sentence.

fiction to arrive at truth, fiction's mechanisms, self revealed
understand mechanisms that create illusions.

The Expelled - counting steps

Beckett is telling us the truth, that it's all a lie

Dr. Sexson's favorite part of Molloy, stones in the pockets, sucking the stones. He read that aloud to us. It was so good.

We also listened to the audio of the bicycle description....rewrite it in the pluperfect...another rug out from under us. See James the Rat's blog.

Don't forget to research Samuel Beckett and put what you've discovered on your blog. Sarah did it, and it is still an assignment over the weekend.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Class Notes 2/17

Class Notes

FW meeting Sundays at 7pm at the Bacchus Pub. The meeting on Monday was a success, 18 people, and good conversation. I got to meet some new people, or rather people I knew, but hadn't really talked to before. So much fun at Finnegans Wake.

Homework assignments:
-Blog 5 places where Beckett pulls the rug out & reminds the reader it is fiction
Which reminded me of dinner the other night with my boyfriend, Sutter. I
made him dinner because I'm a nice girlfriend. After dinner I asked him if he
wanted dessert.
He said I'd like ice cream.
I said we have strawberry or vanilla.
Sutter said, I want chocolate.
I said, Well we have strawberry or vanilla and I'd be
happy to get either of those for you.
He says again, I want chocolate. (These here are some breaking up words.)
Again I ask, well we only have starwberry or vanilla so would you like one
of those.
Sutter says could you go to the store and get me chocolate?
So I said, spell the "van" in vanilla, and because Sutter is advanced
for his age he says, v-a-n.
I said, Okay can you spell the "straw" in strawberry? he does.
Now I say, can you spell the "fuck" in chocolate? And he says there
aint no fuck in chocolate.
I said, you got it!

This joke is funnier when you think it is true, but that conversation has
never happened between me and Sutter, but in order for it to be funny we tell it
like it's really happened just the other night. Sutter likes people to continue
thinking that it's real, however I always like to say, "that was a joke" or they
might walk away with the wrong idea.



-Blog about some research you've done regarding Samuel Beckett. http://www.samuel-beckett.net/ is a good place. But find something interesting online or at a library, and blog about it. Harold Pinter said about Beckett's writing, "His work is beautiful." How do we get to there? to where Pinter is?
-also be reading the blogs of other and be in conversation with them
-also read Jon Orsi's blog and see the picture he posted of Beckett

Jon Orsi gave an introduction/testimonial to Beckett's three novels saying that it is all worth it, and while it may seem like it is about tedious things, or masturbation or defecation, there is so much more to Beckett's three novels. I will say that he inspired me to read more vigorously, and I hope people noticed all the tabs he had on his book, talk about some work. See pages 43 &44, also mentioned. I like how he referenced, Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, the quote he pulled out of his head and the ideas seemed to fit perfectly. the fire. the ash. the phoenix. Thank you Jon.


We spent the rest of class talking about Beckett and the novels, as sort of an introduction.
My notes are a bit choppy, but things were being said so fast,

Dr. Sexson mentioned he had been hesitant to teach Beckett in class because of the alienating effect it has and the pessimism.

Beckett: compassionate, but also pessimistic
a hero in WWII, lived in the French Resistance
friend to James Joyce

Vico influenced Joyce, Frye, and Beckett

Beckett went to a lecture from Jung and had an epiphany, he decided to write to take everything out, exploring the impotence and uncertainty.


Spring- comedy, celebrates life, sexual intercourse/procreation, comedies end in marriage, getting together
Summer- romance, myth, celebration of the triumph of order over chaos
Fall- tragedy, anti-sex, Hamlet, Oedipus......three roads meet...
Winter - satire, irony
Beckett - the end of things

About deterioration of people, mythic writing, Ovid's gold, silver, bronze, iron.......the mythic pattern, initiation, separation, return.

Beckett is interested in paucity.
paucity is 1. Smallness of number; fewness.
2. Scarcity; dearth: a paucity of natural resources

Beckett interested in Deterioration
Alzheimer's
Iris Murdoch, 26 novels (Dr. Sexson has read each twice)
Movie, Iris with Judi Dench, here is a clip from the movie



Gaber.................think of Gabriel, Gaber announcing mission to Moran to find Molloy.......
Yahweh

See page 92 and 176 from Becketts Three Novels
Page 92 - "It is midnight. The rain is beating on the windows"
Page 176 - "It is midnight. The rain is beating on the windows. It was not midnight. It was not raining"
It's all made up! Beckett wants us to understand the subject matter.....the business of writing a story.

Page 31 of Beckett's Three Novels
"I had been living so far from words so long, you understand, that it was enough
for me to see my town, since we're talking of my town, to be unable, you
understand. It's too difficult to say, for me. And even my sense of identity was
wrapped in a namelessness often hard to penetrate, as we have just seen I
think. And so on for all the other things which made merry my senses. Yes, even
then, when already all was fading, waves and particles, there could be no things
but nameless things, no names but thingless names. I say that now, but
after all what do I know now about then, now when the icy words hail down upon
me, the icy meanings, and the world dies too, foully named. All I know is
what the words know, and the dead things, and that makes a handsome little
sum, with a beginning, a middle and an end as in the well-built phrase and
the long sonata of the dead."


Dr. Sexson said this is a beautiful/attractive piece of writing to make us understand something about writing, the mechanisms.

theme: our life in fiction, the limits of our language are limits of our world, we are made up of words and language.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Class Notes 2/12

Homework
Our homework is to be reading Samuel Beckett.
Don't be turned off by him, it is a story about a man trying to write a story about a man treating his son despicably. We have to get past it.
Also we should blog instances when Beckett destroys (destories) the illusion of the story and intrudes on the narrative to expose that the story is made up.

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'the only thing you have in life is your time,' make everything count

See Shelby's Blog, and page 14 of Beckett
an inventory of possessions
Shelby's remuneration of her fridge contents is time spent in an extremely useful way.

_..~''Story Time"~.._ (continued)
Anyone who missed Dr. Sexson's story, or any part of it, is truly missing out. I refuse to recap the story because I love it so much and the way it was told to the class. Even though I heard this story four years ago, it did not mean nearly the same thing to me as it does now, and of course I had forgotten large chunks of the story. In fact it was like hearing the story for the very first time. I can't believe this story because it seems too perfect, too fitting, and unnatural. But I must believe it.
Dr. Sexson told us he was left trying to find words about his experience, but as it seems to me it is nearly ineffable. An epiphanic experience?

It seems the class, collectively, lived a 20 minute lifetime through Dr. Sexson's story. How long was class? 50 minutes? it felt like 10 minutes. We were seduced and absorbed, and I think we learned something that maybe we can't quite put into words.

stories seduce the gullible, and we are all prone to seduction, used the word seduce because it has something to do with our bodies along with the mind. After we are seduced we forget about the 'springs,' the mechanisms of the story, but then after the seduction we are abandoned, the rug is pulled from underneath us, it is all a lie! fiction! Instead of connecting to the story, connect to the writer/storyteller.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Class Notes 2/10

What Qualifies Star Trek as low brow?
cheesy....bad acting, but it still works, we are still moved by the plot and sentimentality.
Lower the bar to include more people.
High brow needs the low brow, feeds off of the low brow.
Low brow passively engages us, but we should be engaged, made to think, but no one likes that, they'd rather watch Dumb and Dumber.
We all need low brow, can't be engaged 24/7, but not so much low brow
No question Ayn Rand and Steven King are lowbrow, but everyone reads it. Their books are enormously popular, and we're not making fun of it, because we like it. We just need more highbrow.
(This is all paraphrased from lecture/Dr. Sexson by the way)
Nothing wrong with low brow, but the satisfaction and payoff are not as great as high brow. We need the low brow though, so let's try not to knock it.

Read Generosity by Richard Powers. I have a copy if anyone is desperately searching for it.
Joyce is generous for writing Finnegans wake for us, dedicating 17 years of his life to it. Our book of the dead.

Dead Man with Johnny Depp is high brow. (In class I was wondering if the movie Sixth Sense was the low brow version)

Where is the 20 minute lifetime in the Four Quartets?
Listed in class was, page 44, page 31, page 16 - see people's blogs

Lowbrow people are living in time, to become conscious is to live out of time, by living in time a person is unconsciously living. We have to be in time, then be out of time reflecting on it, page 32 of Four Quartets, "We must be still and still moving."

Words inadequate to express what we need to express - via negativa, describing something by what it is not. (the via negativa is a way the Upanishads and the Dao de Jing function)

Story Time: Since this class is so elite and so cool Dr. Sexson decided to tell a personal story in class. He only got through part of it and will continue on Friday.
I don't want to summerize any of it because that would be doing an injustice to the story. However I will tell you that Dr. Sexson is on a plane and a white haired woman is telling him a story.

recontour
The Beggar King
Sheherezade
The King and the Corpse

****Also, now is the time to be responding to other people's blogs. James the Rat has made an interesting comment/response to my blog below this one (20 minute lifetime in Four Quartets on Feb 10th), to which of course I responded, and hope he responds back. The idea is that we are in conversation with eachother. And also, someone else's blog may inspire you to respond to theirs with one of your own with a different view or taking it even further! Happy reading and blogging.